I am one of my "days off", though let's face it, there's never a day off when you are a mum.
Baby Eggs is drawing and listening to the BLOODY Wiggles (I am a bit over them now) and we're just chilling out on this beautiful ANZAC Day.
Not much is happening. We are gearing to move house in a few weeks. I am a bit scared by the prospect of paying this mortgage that is basically my salary from my three-day-a-week job. We'll be living off Mr Eggs's salary which is not very high because he has changed career to become a Div 2 nurse...noble but really crappily paid. So, I guess we are going to become "battlers", although I don't consider myself one...just normal people trying to cope with the high prices of bloody EVERYTHING in Australia!
But I have to be grateful. We had a good deposit and we don't go without anything. And we'll have a good amount of savings still to rely on if something unexpected happens.
I am in a fat phase at the moment. I am depressed about my weight but hey, it doesn't stop me eating heaps! I just feel crap about myself.
Other than that I am loving my new job. It's funny because I was really not into my career before I had a baby and now I am totally in to it. I have even thought about going to work full-time and Mr Eggs going part-time...it's still a thought though.
I know now that I could never have been a full-time stay at home mum. However it's a redundant point because I have no choice but to work. HA! It doesn't stop me from getting really jealous of women who have the choice. I was at the doctor yesterday getting Baby Egg's flu shot and the surgery is in a very posh suburb of Melbourne (my mum works at the surgery so that's why we go). I just felt inadequate among the "yummy-mummy-gym bunny-latte drinking-set" who were there waiting with their kids. Whenever I see a mum with big dark glasses and GHD-Straightened hair driving a big 4WD (especially those BMW ones) I get really riled up...part jealousy, part amusement at the living stereotype. Though at the moment I am like one of those mums you see on Trinny and Susannah who are drab and need urgent attention!
My current obsession is looking for Laverne & Shirley memorabilia to bid for on eBay. I LOVE Laverne & Shirley.
So my sad little suburban life continues to bumble along!
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Sunday, April 13, 2008
I have improved considerably since the mini-meltdown post I put up a while back and then deleted.
I needed a reality check...a serious one. I have been finding it hard to settle back to Australia. On the outside everything is going great. Bought a house, great new job that I love, healthy baby etc.
Inside I have been struggling with identity and adjusting fully to my relatively new role as a mum. I wake up at night and query the meaning of my life and all that stuff. I have always been someone who thinks WAY TOO MUCH.
The stuff with Mr Eggs...well I realise that it is more a case of my thinking than any real problems. I just get caught up wanting what I haven't got or what I think I should have and not appreciating what I do have. It's my achilles heel!
No baby plans yet. I'm settling into my new job and we move soon. I think next year is more realistic.
I am back on medication for my prolactinoma. It's a slightly different one called dostinex (cabergoline). I had an MRI last week and I see the endo in June.
I needed a reality check...a serious one. I have been finding it hard to settle back to Australia. On the outside everything is going great. Bought a house, great new job that I love, healthy baby etc.
Inside I have been struggling with identity and adjusting fully to my relatively new role as a mum. I wake up at night and query the meaning of my life and all that stuff. I have always been someone who thinks WAY TOO MUCH.
The stuff with Mr Eggs...well I realise that it is more a case of my thinking than any real problems. I just get caught up wanting what I haven't got or what I think I should have and not appreciating what I do have. It's my achilles heel!
No baby plans yet. I'm settling into my new job and we move soon. I think next year is more realistic.
I am back on medication for my prolactinoma. It's a slightly different one called dostinex (cabergoline). I had an MRI last week and I see the endo in June.
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
Has it been 3 weeks since I last posted?
I started a great new job a few weeks ago as a reporter on a local newspaper. Love it and it is closer to home. We bought a house. Move in May. It is in a bogan suburb...go bogans! It is okay, bit rough around the edges but it will be fine.
Seeing the endo on Thursday. I'm hoping she'll put me back on bromocriptine. I am still lactating, despite having stopped b'feeding about seven months ago. I went into baby Eggs the other night and stroked her hair and I leaked on my t-shirt!
I started a great new job a few weeks ago as a reporter on a local newspaper. Love it and it is closer to home. We bought a house. Move in May. It is in a bogan suburb...go bogans! It is okay, bit rough around the edges but it will be fine.
Seeing the endo on Thursday. I'm hoping she'll put me back on bromocriptine. I am still lactating, despite having stopped b'feeding about seven months ago. I went into baby Eggs the other night and stroked her hair and I leaked on my t-shirt!
Monday, February 11, 2008
Okay, so the main project of making baby no. 2 has been postponed for a while. I am starting a new job next week (three days a week and closer to home) and we have starting looking for a house to buy so I figure it would be a bit kamikaze-ish to get preggers right now. I am still going to see the endo in March though to see where I am at with everything.
I am obsessed with a new project, which my husband thinks is completely crazy and paranoid - I am getting together a food lifeboat.
This is a 10-week supply of food in the evnt of a flu epidemic. I must admit, I go crazy when I read these kind of warnings about pandemics and all that but I kind of think it makes sense. I am buying a few things every week. I have even bought some SPAM, which is on the list!
I am obsessed with a new project, which my husband thinks is completely crazy and paranoid - I am getting together a food lifeboat.
This is a 10-week supply of food in the evnt of a flu epidemic. I must admit, I go crazy when I read these kind of warnings about pandemics and all that but I kind of think it makes sense. I am buying a few things every week. I have even bought some SPAM, which is on the list!
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Meet Jaxsonh and Daytona - Baby Eggs's babies. (I particularly like Daytona's Travis Bickle style hairdo.) Mr Eggs and I thought up the names. Are their kids actually called Daytona? There must be! We were particularly proud of the spelling of Jaxsonh (Jackson...maybe the 'h' at the end was a bit over the top!)
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I have made an appointment with the endo re. my prolaction levels. Couldn't get in until March!
Got my period today. Was upset for a few seconds that I wasn't pregnant but considering we only 'did it' once during my apparent fertile time, it would have been a frickin' miracle.
Friday, January 11, 2008
This is totally my guilty pleasure. I will say though, it is not necessarily the name I am having a go at, rather the ridiculous spelling that people use. I really think some people are on crack or something when they decide baby names!
These are from birth announcements in Aussie papers.
1. Taleigha Halle
2. Emerson Rose (it's a sweet name but c'mon...it's the exact name of Teri Hatcher's kid. Original thought, please!)
3. Jacksyn
4. Chayse
5. Matisse
These are from birth announcements in Aussie papers.
1. Taleigha Halle
2. Emerson Rose (it's a sweet name but c'mon...it's the exact name of Teri Hatcher's kid. Original thought, please!)
3. Jacksyn
4. Chayse
5. Matisse










